I’ve have my BA 6 months now and I wanted to write about how I felt about the now as the first couple of weeks your emotions can be so uo and down about them
To start of with I love having much more confidence and just actually having boobs but overall that’s it other than that I don’t like them i I face very much regret them something I never thought I would hear my self say there’s many reason as to why.
firstly I don’t like the shape they look very stuck on still my scars are huge and still very very red and they are visible 24/7 I can’t wear some bikinis because you can see 2 huge scars which is annoying
Secondly I hate the new sensation it’s awful they are extremely sensitive and it actually hurts when people touch my nipples like a lot i’d Never be able to breast feed as I no I wouldn’t be able to cope with the sensation
Thirdly my boob are ALWAYS freezing cold like 24/7 I don’t have 100% feeling in them but they are literally always cold and I hate it I don’t no why it just feels horrible
Fourthly they still hurt I can’t not wear a bra without getting this horrible feeling in my scars I can’t wear stuff they doesn’t require a bra because I just can’t cope with the feeling
I overall feel a lot more confident and love buying clothes now but to me all these effects it’s had on me haven’t seemed worth it I wish I took more time to think about it
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