Nervous, is this normal?

Hi everyone!
I’m currently in the midst of booking my surgery date, due to see my surgeon in about 2 weeks to discuss sizing.
I really really want these done, I’ve wanted them doing for years. I’m currently a very little 30C, and although they suit my frame they don’t balance me out as I have a bit of an ass on me.
I’ve been so excited and all of a sudden I’m like, do I actually want to do this? Is it the right decision? I’ve got no massive problem with my boobs at the minute, I’ve just always disliked them a bit and as I am a topless model I always find I look unbelievably flat chested in photos.
Did anyone else find themselves doubting themselves? Is it normal? It’s making me stress, especially as all I’ve heard from my partner/friend is that I don’t need them and they don’t like the sound of them.
Thanks girls!

It’s completely normal to be nervous, especially as it sounds like your income and work is related to your appearance.

We all have our freak out moments, usually a meeting with the surgeon diminishes those concerns. Of course there is always the chance something could go wrong with how they end up appearing which for some of us doesn’t matter as we can still earn as much money until we can get revision surgery. It sounds like it might affect you negatively financially if something went wrong.

Make sure it’s the right choice for you career wise and if it is then go for it and do what makes you happy. Your consultation with your surgeon will make everything clearer and reassure you, it did for alot of us xx

About a week before my surgery I started wondering what I was doing and why I was going through with it. I had a major freak out but managed to tell myself it was what I wanted and still went ahead and I’m so happy I did. I was absolutely terrified on the day of the surgery, felt like running away but honestly it’s over so quick x

Kirsty! I’m glad to hear it isn’t just me, I just woke up this morning like omg do I really want this? Is it okay to spend this much money on myself? Just for boobs?
It’s not my only job, I’m also a tattooist so if I need a revision I need a revision, I just won’t get them out for a while ??
Thank you for your advice, I’m looking forward to seeing my surgeon!

Hi Tor,
That’s gonna be me I can feel it! I’m ultimately terrified of hospitals, I had a laparoscopy around a year and a half ago and the process was very smooth, I did burst into tears in the anaesthetic room though ?
Thank you for reassuring me ?

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